Day.....?

Well, my mum went home yesterday...and I behaved like a 5 year old child...sobbing my heart out and snotting on my boyfriend's shoulder...Pathetic...
Is it because my parents live in a different country, and I dont see them as often that i turn into a very small child when we get together?
But i might have found my wedding dress......exciting.......the shop only had it in a size 8 so there was obviously no hope in hell that i would be able to squeeze my voluptious bogy into it (lol)
BUT they are getting bigger sizes in mid november so I will go in and try it on then!
No chocolate for 2 weeks now!!!!!
Am seriously suffering and missing it but i suppose that is the way it is...