It is getting better......

At least i think so......
Saw him today when he dropped off some money to me, he said I have to trust him.......
I said sorry, but i dont..................
He looked so hurt...the look in his eyes.....
But i cant care about that.....
I need to think about myself now, to make myself happy.....
But why does it hurt to hurt someone else?
Maybe he wasnt hurt.....?
Maybe it is just me who thinks he was....
Ah well i have to stop thinking about it so much