Horrible dreams

Yet again I'm awake too early, its my day off so had hopes of sleeping til at least 9.
But I woke from a dream about Him (obviously) we were in a theme park with some of his friends, and he proposed to me again.
Then i woke up, the pillow is wet with tears and I have an awful dull headache and a rumbling tummy. Really wish I had a blueberry muffin..

I'm hoping that having written this my demons will settle down for today and I can get some more sleep, I need to be fresh for my lunch date with my girl Alexandra later on.
And I will not start thinking about all the times he hurt me and let me down, today will be a good day.
Hope you all have a good day