Not so peaceful anymore.....

My inner peace didn't last that long unfortunately.
I'm now wide awake again, thoughts spinning round and round in my head.

I started smoking again....
Had been really good and not smoked for over a month, then yesterday i had the urge to french kiss my colleague just to suck the nicotine from his lunges...so I caved....and bought a packet of 10..
I will give up for real, at another time and another place.

Right now I will look at the moon, drink something warm and comforting and smoke.