It is saturday night, and I am home, alone, watching Friends. Earlier today I went to Ikea and bought loads of candles. White and pale green candles which smells of apples and clean sheets (so it says on the box anyway)
Think I lit a few too many, I am now choking and got a head rush...so had to blow them all out and open the windows or I will pass out.
But at least my flat is clean and fresh and "white"...I have my eyes on some candle sticks and a white lantern that I want aswell.
I wonder if I can put the plant I had as a christmas tree outdoors now?
Even though it is still a bit of snow left?
Should work shouldnt it?
But still, it is saturday night and I am home alone, not been invited anywhere, which sucks. I did what so many advised me to do, told me that I would have so much fun and meet lots of new people. Well the last part was right.
Im not having that much fun though.
Tell me, what possesses someone to tell you the first time you meet, that you suffer with bipolar and depression??
I am not saying that these conditions is something to be ashamed of, but would you not wait at least a little while to give out that information? I could be a junkie who is after your medication?
And if we are totally honest, when we are now adults in our thirties, do we really believe in "love at first sight", isnt that something we believed would happen sometime before we turned 25...?
So is it wise to tell someone that you think they are "the big love of my life" after half an hour conversation?
It is so not attractive.
So, now Im blue, and will probably end up having a shower and go to bed with my book.
I hope you all have a better night than me.
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