You know when you wake up with a niggly feeling at the back of your mind.............................
It starts as something niggly, but at the end of the day its all you can think about...
Or as in my case, half way through the day, its ALL you can think about...haha

I just wish he was honest with me, if he has met someone cant he just tell me?
Why sneak and tell me he still loves me?
But not keep our arrangements?
I am so much better off without him arent I?
That is an actual question....so please, tell me.....

Having a girlie night tonight and it wouldnt surprise me if he turns up tonight, with his tail between his legs saying he thought it was tonight we were meeting?

TWAT!
Hahaha

It is getting better......

At least i think so......
Saw him today when he dropped off some money to me, he said I have to trust him.......
I said sorry, but i dont..................
He looked so hurt...the look in his eyes.....
But i cant care about that.....
I need to think about myself now, to make myself happy.....
But why does it hurt to hurt someone else?
Maybe he wasnt hurt.....?
Maybe it is just me who thinks he was....
Ah well i have to stop thinking about it so much